Hot tea, jumbled conversations, the click of calculator keys
laughter, books, walls around me...
I love the library. There's nowhere for my mind to go,
cause the only thing one does here is study,
I don't feel distracted.
I me mine,
today I was really focused on letting go, and I think I realized that's what is hindering me.
I have trouble letting go, forgiving.
Acknowledging that the things in the past, are the past, and there isn't really any reason to go there-
especially when the memories cause me pain.
How ridiculous it is, how incredible,
that we can be one place, but take ourselves elsewhere without moving a muscle!
But being here, and being content with 'here' is what will save me
I gotta forgive everyone, everything, especially myself!
oh how badly I need to forgive myself!
Just as I always think to myself I create my future in the present-
if I spend the present thinking of the past, my future is built on weak foundations
awareness is the key,
hm, am I the lock?
One math homework assignment down: success.
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